Argh!!! Jeez!

I wonder if there is a fine line between being civil and having to bite down my tongue because the person I'm talking to is so clueless... (I wonder if what I just wrote makes sense...)

Today, Raoul instant messaged me, and again, me being civil (and welcoming a break, since I was working on a powerpoint presentation) started chatting...

Raoul was once again going on about how certain guys in his life he just tell to leave him the hell alone and not get in touch with him anymore... And he made the mention that he's now down to one guy who is his potential boyfriend...

This was the guy who I met briefly on the subway the first night I met Raoul... I can't believe that I wasn't even in the running with some guy whom he met at a bar... I'm not saying that you can't meet quality at a bar, but the chance is slim... Wow, he sure knows quality...

All I can say is... You had quality in front of your face, and you chose to ignore it. I hope you're happy that you're chasing after Mr. Genuine eyes... Because my eyes were a lot more genuine than his. I hope you never regret your decision.

* How I wish I had my own CD player in Montreal... I want to put three songs on loop right about now... Gloria Gaynor (my diva) - I Will Survive (extended mix), Cake - I Will Survive and Willa Ford - Did Ya' Understand That *

And oh, how I wish I can just block this guy... Thank goodness for Willa...

Did Ya' Understand That - Willa Ford

Sometimes I wish that I could be the person that you are
Just for a minute, only long enough that I can break your heart
Can you even comprehend?
Or did you even understand a single word that I said?

I wonder why you do the things, oh boy, you do to me (why you do)
I can't imagine why you're treating me so horribly
Are you listening to me (are you listening...)
Are you trying to ignore me
Do I stutter when I speak

(Watcha gonna do, baby whatcha gon' say?)
I'm cutting you loose
'Cause I got no time for you
(Who you gonna run to, who you gonna play?)
As a matter of fact, I won't look back

CHORUS
I don't want you
I don't need you
So let me tell you where it's at (well, tell ya where it's at)
I'm through with you
Can't ya understand that?
I don't want you
I don't love you
I hit the road jack
'cause I'm through with you
Did ya understand that?

Sometimes I wish that you could be the person that I am
So you can feel inside exactly what I'm feeling and
Maybe then you'd understand (understand)
How to treat a lady and to be a real man
You can't imagine what I think of when I think of you (think of you)
I see a sucker, not the person that I thought I knew (thought I knew)
Will you ever comprehend (no...)
Baby, you can keep it going, but I can't pretend

(Watcha gonna do, baby whatcha gon' say?)
I'm cutting you loose
'Cause I got no time for you
(Who you gonna run to, who you gonna play?)
As a matter of fact... (yeah c'mon)
I won't look back

CHORUS

I used to be the - I used to be
Only girl that you lived for - that you lived for... (You lived for me)
You didn't need nothing more - you didn't need nothing more... (nothing more)
Jaded eyes so - jaded eyes
Blind confused
When I'm around you (when I'm around you) (yeah)
What is this girl to do? he-ey

(Watcha gonna do baby whatcha gon' say?)
I'm cutting you loose
'Cause I got no time for you
Who you gonna run to, who you gonna play?
(heyyyyyyyy)
As a matter of fact, I won't look back

There used to be this guy who adored me
Now you just ignore me
Did you hear me
Uh
Messing with my head
In and out my bed
I was coming 'round
When you'd know that you could get some
Well, guess what's next
I'm gonna flip my game on you
This is Willa's world
Bitch, in case you didn't notice
What I wanna rule IS YOU!!!!
YOU KNOW
THERE USED TO BE THIS GUY WHO ADORED ME
NOW YOU JUST IGNORE ME
DID YOU HEAR ME
UH
MESSING WITH MY HEAD
IN AND OUT MY BED
I WAS COMING 'ROUND
WHEN YOU'D KNOW THAT YOU COULD GET SOME
WELL, GUESS WHAT'S NEXT
I'M GONNA FLIP MY GAME ON YOU
THIS IS WILLA'S WORLD
BITCH, IN CASE YOU DIDN'T NOTICE
WHAT I WANNA RULE IS YOU!!!!

(I won't look back)

I don't want you - yes oh baby ( I use to be the)
I don't need you - oh oh          (only girl that you lived for)
So let me tell you where it's at
I'm through with you - I'm through with you, I'm through baby
Can't ya understand that?
I don't want you (jaded eyes so blind confused)
I don't love you  (when I'm around you)
Hit the road jack
I'm through with you (what is this girl to do?)
(I won't) Did ya understand that?