Love, Romance and Relationships...

Today, Monday, March 13, 2006, we had an orchestra rehearsal that was the reading of student works... We had to read the same orchestration of a Bartok piece by five student composers, and most of these pieces were badly written, and almost all my parts had notes that were not physically able to played on my instrument, since it goes below the note which occurs when I press all my buttons.

After the rehearsal, two orchestra members and I went out to get some drinks, because we really needed them. (I also had food). It was about 12:30 - 1:00 a.m., on my way back from the washroom, that I caught the two of them in an embrace... Now, there's nothing wrong with being in an embrace... They were indeed kissing. However, there is something wrong when at least one (I believe both) are involved in a relationship with other people... Of course, they tried to get me to believe that there one of them had this terrible taste in their mouth, and the other wanted to experience it. But I was not born yesterday. Of course, they sort of hand their hands underneath the table where their hands were on each other's legs, etc.

Why do people who are in relationships never value what they have, and they go and have flings with other people? I just don't get it. Why do the people who are in relationships do whatever they want, including kissing others of the same sex on the mouth that are not their boyfriends, and yet, I have never had a long-term relationship? Is there something about being an asshole that appeals to people?

Oh, and I took a survey for the psychology department at Concordia today. That was fun, and it gave me $10.