radoboist's journey in the world (of love, of studies, of whatever...)

A look into how a hopeless romantic copes with what life throws at him... Regardless if it is romance related or not...

Sunday, June 11, 2006

Wow, a heart to heart...

Tonight, Roman wanted to return some stuff to someone, and he asked me to come along, since he would feel more comfortable if I were there. It turned out that we went to Le Drugstore and spent some time there.

After the friend left, Roman and I grabbed another pitcher, and we had a heart-to-heart. It appears that Roman is still infatuated/in love with his first love, whom he spent the night with when there was the speed skating during Reading week.

However, this guy treats him like shit. But Roman told me that he'd be ready to do anything to have him back, and he asks everyone he knows to give him advice on how he can win him back. He also asked me how I'm feeling about him. And since I now am concentrating on Jean and Claude, I have completely given up on him. And I told him that since he told me that he only wanted to be friends, and that he drew the line this firmly in the sand, then I acknowledge that, and I react accordingly. He told me that he noticed that, and he also told me that I'm his best friend. That's reassuring to know, I guess.

Anyway... He's continuing with his life, and he told me that he's happy that it's possible that I have someone in my life. He's also happy that there's hope for me, since I tend to feel like Quasimodo from Notre Dame de Paris. That's good. We'll see how it continues. So, perhaps my theory of him regretting his decision will not happen. I guess only time will tell.

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