When Power music isn't helping...

You know something is wrong when power music isn't helping me when I'm listening to it... My traditional Gloria Gaynor - I Will Survive, Whitney Houston - It's Not Right but It's Okay (Thunderpuss Remix), Cher - Strong Enough, Melanie C - Better Alone, Cake - I Will Survive, Anastacia - Left Outside Alone, Anastacia - Paid My Dues, Anastacia - One Day In Your Life, Willa Ford - Did Ya' Understand That?, Willa Ford - Did Ya' Understand That? (video version) (amongst many of my songs, some of which are in Toronto)

Literally, last night, I walked into the door, and I collapsed with grief. And when I called my good friend Laura, I must have woke her up, but I left a message. She called me back, and literally, I was bawling my eyes out over the phone. I literally crawled into a ball and tried to fall asleep, listening to Willa Ford - Did Ya' Understand That?.

I also don't know where to start now... Internet is not the place to meet quality men, most men are straight, neither is the village for quality men. And I sure as hell don't think speed dating is the place to meet men either, since it's just a polite person's meat market. I could try and see where things go with the other person, but circumstances are quite different between us, and he also works nights, which makes dating a bit difficult.