Wow, I'm amazed, but not surprised, I guess

Roman and I had a talk today, since I felt like I was used yesterday. He explained to me that he didn't know that Guillarmo would be there, and that his intention was not to use me to make himself feel more comfortable, but to enjoy myself before Chim left the country.

I also talked to him, and he told me that he is going out with his friend Patrick, someone who works with him at Reno Depot, who is confused about his sexuality.

Dating, or attempting to date someone who is not out of the closet is like dating (or attempting to date) someone who is recently out of the closet. Both of these types of people don't know what they want. However, with people who are recently out of the closet, at least they are out, and they won't deny their sexuality. That's the tough part with people who are still in the closet.

Who knows, maybe Patrick will decide that they could only be very good friends, and not boyfriends. But if that happens, there's the rub...