It happens again...

So, I had a talk with Orion about Brian. The long and short is, I got dumped. Apparently, Orion felt a stronger connection with Brian. There's nothing I can do about that. Orion has assured me that I will find someone, but I'm not so sure anymore.

This continues yet another journey of failed romance attempts in my life. I must be like the saddest fitness instructor ever... I don't know of any other fitness instructors who have been dumped as many times as I have or who aren't in relationships.

Also, how come people like Raoul and Rupert can have a relationship? Who don't take things seriously, at least in my opinion, who have so many issues and drama and the like?

Why am I like the leper whom no one finds attractive? Will I ever find my knight in shining armour?

I'll be needing my friends. I guess there was some truth in the Tarot reading... I've fallen, really hard, and now, my friends will help me get through it. Perhaps even, the stream will flow and I will find someone as well. There's the hope, anyway.