"You really need a boyfriend."

Last night, Jan. 26, 2006, my friend came and installed some RAM for me. After, he, his hubby and me went to dinner, and then to see Brokeback Mountain.

They thought it was a good movie, but of course, I cried in my usual spots... My friend thought my sobbing was loud (I didn't think so), and it looked like my own mother died in my arms or something.

But yes, my friend told me if I get an emotional reaction like that after watching it for so many times, "You really need a boyfriend."

The way I see it, I really identify with Jack's character, as he's the hopeless romantic type, similar to how I am. So, when I see two people who cannot be together, due to one party, it really makes me sad. Perhaps I have a big heart, with lots of love, and I haven't met someone who is deserving of this love.

Or perhaps Celine Dion is right: "On dirait que mon coeur est trop grand" (One would say that my heart is too big) from the song D'amour et d'amitié. Although, having a boyfriend wouldn't be bad either. I wouldn't say I need one, but having one who can recipricate love would not be bad either.